Monday, 29 August 2016

"The Darkness of White"




You've become lost within yourself
You quake and shiver, cracking your concrete exterior to the core of your being
Numerous thoughts tumble together, while growing and darkening in
Each disastrous thought is like a snowflake
Floating and swirling around within the contents of your mind
God, how you hate the snow
Your heart is locked behind a wall of bitter cold
You rest so precariously upon the edge of life and death
As snowflake upon snowflake join together with millions
A blizzard blows monumentally strong within
You have come to know the true darkness of white
Natures furry knows no other force like a ravaged and abandoned soul
God, how you hate the snow
The white fluffiness is all consuming, its like a light blanket of coldness draped heavily over you
Slowly, burying you alive
Your thoughts, along with your voice scream out into the raging snow storm that is your life
The blinding whiteness tears through the battle ground of your existence, cutting you off from the world around you
The snow comes in from everywhere, from all sides
Everything around you becomes one, the air, the sky, your life-it all looks exactly the same
No longer can you see the way before you, for your eyes have become the same screaming white
Tired and frozen cold, all of your senses have gone numb
Your tears turn to ice as an avalanche claims you
Leaving a scene of white nothingness
Here in snow.



Published in, “From Wayside and Woodland.”
An Anthology of Canadian Verse
Poetry Institute of Canada



© 2016

Wednesday, 24 August 2016

"Worry for You"




My eyes well...
Tears pearl, build, and fall
One by one they cascade down my cheeks
I worry for you...
I feel flushed
My breath draws a sharp gasp
I hold my thoughts still
Moments fill and multiply with questions that you refuse to answer
I worry for you...
My heart worries for you
I hold strong my faith and hope
I send out my energy
Praying you grasp a hold of even a shred of my strength
Step lightly...
Breath...
Simply remember to breath
I worry for you...
Because you don't seem to worry enough for yourself
What I have is yours to take
Use whatever you need
Please...
Help me... help you...
Survive...




© 2016

Tuesday, 16 August 2016

"Embrace The Light"



Hold on...
Take a breath...
Take another step forward
Push on...
The effort of moving on is surviving
Please try...
Just a little more
I know you are tired
And your conviction is weak...
But reach deep down just one more time
Extend your hand out
Grasp a hold of mine reaching...
Shout out to the darkness that it shall not have you
Scream...
Rage...
Push on...
And embrace the light
Own every moment
For its your every right to live
And to be part of this world.



© 2016

Thursday, 11 August 2016

"Stop Pretending"


Our world slows to a stand still
I listen to the words you are not saying
Reading between the lines...
I draw a sharp breath to what I hear
Even with all our moments added together
The image seems to fail within the minds eye
Where everything now means nothing
And everything that use to be now stares me down
Haunting my foot steps that I take
Abandonment seems to be the only option
Sadly... its what has to be
Bringing us to the end of the road we share
So it's time to stop pretending
Be the truth that I need
Release my heart...
Disconnect our embrace
Make peace with what has to be
I know that it's not me that you are wishing for...
So... I hope you find it
Whatever it is you are looking for
Because its not me
Not now...
No more.



© 2016

Wednesday, 27 July 2016

"The Refection Seen"



Eyes search for the answers desperately needed
Shaking hands reach out seeking hope
And salvation...
Confusion fills the unknown
With the actions taken
And the ones yet to come
The weight carried upon the shoulders is crushing
The fear of what has yet to come
And all that will never be
The battle of thoughts wage a war
Another fence drawn
Boundaries between you and all others
Another wall to keep the world out
An endless search for perfection
A dream forever dreamt...
Sadness grips you
Tears flow from your soul
Screams well from within...
Nights and days are filled beyond the darkness with abandonment
Loneliness embraces all that should be
No being is allowed to enter the sacred space
Keeping you held together by tiny pieces of prayer
For you do more living for others that you do for yourself
Moments build...
Adding another brick...
Higher are the obstacles that you now have to climb
Fear grows within the words not spoken
Because you know the forever watchful eye sees all
Yet sadly, the reflection seen deep within the mirror...
Will never be allowed to exist within your reality...


© 2016




Sunday, 17 July 2016

"The Only Thing"



Disappointment...
The bitter sting of let down
Thoughts led astray
Actions not taken
Conviction refused
Promises broken before they are even made
Sometimes some things are simple choices
There is a desperate need for yes and no
Black and white
It saves the heartache and confusion
And can stop a lot of the anger
Tears can remain brave
And not have to fall...
Because even the slightest promise of hope can be seen a betrayal
So do not leave bread crumbs behind you for me to follow
Knowing I fully and completely will
We are human beings
With a heart...
Soul...
Feelings and emotions...
None of which are games or toys to be played with
I'm this moment
I am found
With a decision to be made
To give up...
Surrender...
Or walk away...
Because when I attempt to add up the meaning of us...
The sum of nothing is the only thing made clear.



© 2016

Monday, 11 July 2016

"Permission To Love"



Beneath the evening sky we meet
The grass, heavy with dew
Whispers underneath our feet as we walk side by side
The night hold us
Guided by the stars above
The moonlight traces your arched brow
It outlines the top of your lip, and the curve of your jaw
Delicately you place your hand upon my shadowed cheek
I feel the presence deep within my core
The touch burns though my nerves
In a moment of possession you pull me close
The fierce warmth surges through my body
Your heart pounds beneath the palm of my hand
I sigh... and yield to your sweet lips
The rapture between us blossoms bright
A peacefulness runs though me like a strong current of water
As I give my head full permission to follow my heart.

 
Published in: "Island Mist"
Anthology of verse
 Poetry Institute of Canada


© 2016