Monday, 23 October 2017

"Unlocking The Key"



As we cry into the moonless night
Our thoughts run away with our minds
The pressure will always build, blocking us in
The light at the end of the road always seems to fade
As we privately struggle endlessly, before we search for a helping hand
The path before us will be shaded by confusion
Making us feel lost before we have even begun to be found
Locked away within the prison of our minds
Our vision blurs with multiple tears...
As we desperately scramble for the key to release us
Temptation will bribe our hearts
Because surrendering to the nothingness is all too easy
Seconds drag to moments
Will time ever pass?
Testing ourselves to the point of breaking
Hurdles and hoops have no power over the dark draining force of depression
But in the midst of it all...
One must try to struggle to remember that boundaries are to be respected
Limits have to be understood...
And goals in life should always be realistic
A last chance can only be fleeting steps behind us
While we remember that the past makes us who we are, and we live with that everyday
So don't allow the silence to become louder than your voice
We all have our battles...
And wounds...
The choice is your very own to make
Scars can be a proof of a moment of weakness
Or they can be a sign of strength
Speak up, and speak out
Reach out, and do your best to ask for a helping hand
If its the last thing that you do...
Please...
Reach out...
Save yourself before you fall
Let your voice reach to a listening ear
Because the unfortunate thing about the loudest of screams
Is that they will always fade
If you don't allow someone in to listen.




© 2017

Monday, 16 October 2017

"Those Who Never Tried"



Its the feeling of a wish that you need to undo...
The hands that touch tenderly
And pull back in fear
Its the beautifully bright smiles that only ever stay as straight lines
Hopes grow, but the dreams are never fed
Because some days, words seem to bare more weight than actions
Multiple hints are dropped
But nothing is ever caught
Courage fades before there is ever even hope
Regrets are birthed before any choices are ever even made
And secrets are never able to be kept in the untold
Because devotion has dwindled to something that is very fleeting
Nothing seems to be anchored in anything anymore
Everything has begun to fade
Trust without assurance is tainted
Tenderness revoked is left tarnished
A chance upon multiple chance is never taken
So many bonds are never even forged
Because what could have been...
Is lost...
To you...
Those who never tried.


© 2017

Tuesday, 3 October 2017

"To Let It Be..."


With the best of convictions...
Desperately do you try...
Picking up the various pieces of broken
Life...
Love...
And promises...
Bitterness bites in
Seeping in through the cracks
The light within is just a little more dim
Actions counted...
A life plan now abandoned
Emotions call out
Hands reach
Feet are ready to run
Tears stream down
Washing away the hope that remains
Everyday you are reminded...
That the pain demands to be felt...
Not avoided
As the list of realizations hit
Some subtle...
Others ever so fierce...
These moments define the path you take
Among the many struggles
How do you make yourself believe?
That you are worth more than forever waiting for someone else to be ready to love
Or to be considered good enough just the way you are...
But regret is too heavy to carry with you always
So how do you tell yourself convincingly...
That if someone wants to walk out of your life so eagerly...
Seeming to be so easily...
We are to let them go?


© 2017

Monday, 25 September 2017

"Together Alone..."



Here we be...
Standing...
Waiting
Moments are now counted
Added and multiplied
Hesitation to continue holds me
Is the consideration worth the effort?
Does the want justify the need?
We have now arrived at the same time
But this feeling haunts me
That we are at two different places within our separate lives
First a thought...
Now I am wondering...
Weighing up the odds of being true
Promises were offered
Explanations made
It was stated that we were writing the same story within the pages of the same book
Yet... doubt remains...
Words now subtract from the meaning and purpose
Actions have come to divide the gap between two souls once so eagerly filled
With reality starring me down
I've come to know the true truth
That we are still merely strangers
Brought together by brief moments in time
Walking upon the same path of life
Together...
Alone...


© 2017

Tuesday, 19 September 2017

"Found Among The Stars"



They say that sometimes there is no reason
They say time will always heal
But on more occasions then others
Neither time or reason will change, alter, or distract us on how we feel
We all suffer quietly alone...
No one will know the heartache that lies deep behind our fake smiles
The devastation of mourning will always show through
No one will know just how many times we have faltered
And broken down completely and cried
Losing you was difficult...
But the hardest part for us is to be here
Living with out you
Knowing that some day
Beyond our imagination
We will see one another again
But until then...
We are left with the loneliness of a loved one lost
Falling behind, and wishing upon the multiple stars scattered within the sky
But, perhaps, they are not just only stars
But rather tiny little openings in heaven where the love of our loved ones pours through
And shines brightly down upon us
To let us know that they are with us always
Even though we may not see them, they are there
Held tightly within remembrance
In memory...
And within the warm pure light.


© 2017

Monday, 11 September 2017

"You Stop..."


This is your journey to where you stand...
It has been long and uneasy
Filled to the brim with everything that is life
Memories linger
Thoughts turn
Footsteps move forward
Lessons learned become realizations made
That you are bigger than these moments
And that your life shall not be framed by the faults within another
You make this choice now
To forgive...
Not for their sake, but for yours
Because like chains shackling you to your past
You will no longer pollute your heart, body, and life...
With bitterness or anger...
The time has come to remember yourself before them
To honor the path ahead
Remembering that sometimes we let go of people without even noticing...
The mind stops thinking of them everyday
You stop waiting for them to reply
Or that same old connection to be made...
You stop allowing them to take up so much space in your life
You learn to move out from that place in the past
The pull to be in the present
Going about your daily life
Brings motion and purpose
You stop expecting them to come back in that final moment with an apology
And the missing pieces that were never found
You accept that they are no longer part of everything you do
You simply let them go...
Allowing what has been fade from sight
Forgiveness is validation
And permission
Because hate is just another way of holding on
And they don't belong here anymore...


© 2017

Monday, 4 September 2017

"How Art Thou Fallen"



Hatred...
The power of the word is so often under estimated...
The act of being said is done swiftly
Without cause or care to the weight it carries
The power and emotion contained within it
Words become the easiest weapons used...
The fire is built...
All meant to carve, slice, and dissect the soul
Fuel actions that cannot be undone
Resentment takes full control
Twisting the cold
Common sense is abandon
Scorn, cruelty, spite and prejudice seep in
Removing the warmth and kind...
Bitterness fails to recognize the difference
As it burns through the tenderness
Scaring memories and the heart
Pure childhoods are now left with marks that cannot be erased
Permanent stained hearts are branded with words and actions
Turning peoples light into darkness by blocking out their sun
Clouds of outrage form
The tide rise
A fierce wind blows in...
Storm clouds burst
Raining tears over the land
All the while the ones who once proclaimed their righteousness
Now beg, plead, and bargain for peace
And for the raging storm to cease...
We are the makers of the bad weather over our heads
And now they stand deep within the mud and heavy current of water flowing through
Screaming...
Its raining!”



© 2017