The moments change...
It's that realization in understanding...
To stop the hurt, you may have to do what is perceived as hurting another...
Do not abandon yourself further into the finer parts of the definition
Action is needed and it's desperately calling your name
Yet with a tight grip you still hold on...
Unable to release your embrace...
Even after your hands are blistered and your fingers ache...
You carry it with you always...
Because you were told that holding on was worth the pain it takes
That you began to believe that loosing things like that, will cause you to lose parts of yourself too
How do you allow yourself to understand?
Is it the amount of hurt reached?
The bitterness breeding and controlling you in the silence?
Or by burying yourself in the endless darkness?
These are the difficult choices made...
To allow yourself to let go of the love, betrayal, and anger completely
That some things are unfortunately not meant to last...
Teaching you the hardest lesson within existence is change
You fight to hold on, and you fight to let go...
Even when the road blocks within your mind distract you
From the fact that what you have been fighting for has not been worth the cost
Understand that not everything you lose needs to be considered a lose
Acknowledge the difference seen between a being who hurts you by making a mistake
And a being who hurts you by continuing the same patterns
Because liars always make the best promises
Mistakes can be forgiven...
But patterns need to be broken...
Value those who support you with nothing to gain
With all of your being exhale...
Release the heavy dark...
Climb out of the hole they have made for you...
Carrying nothing but the light upon your shoulders.
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