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Today...

I forgive myself for wanting what never wanted me...

As I exhale deeply, I let go...

Releasing all the moments that led me here

Time has shown the difference

Change is real...

Reality will not be denied...

Conviction cannot be gained when only false hope is given

Truth will always remain...

You never truly realize just how many holes a person can leave in their wake, not until you fall into them

I simply asked for presence, turns out all I got was proximity...

I asked for no lies...

And honesty seemed to only ever allude your lips

All the while false hope only led feet further in

Turning a supposed closeness into days that carried nothing forward...

Leaving a devastating loneliness in the absence of a being once embraced

With no definition to cause, questions remain unanswered

Forcing me learn that there are two types of tired

One that requires more rest, and one that requires peace...

So I now choose to protect my being

I offer no apology for being “too much” for you

Maybe next time you should look for less...

Because the lack of respect given, now brings me the only closure I will receive

No apology after doing harm is closure...

Cruelty without the consideration of care is closure

Excuses given over the lack of accountability is closure

And the willingness to actively lie repeatedly, is closure at the core of its definition

Making this all add up to a list of things that were never actually there

And just like the fading of daylight, darkness has now come

The final act has been played out...

Curtain closed...

Time to leave the show.

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