Sunday, 26 December 2021

"Through Existence"

 


Its the moments counted...

Days remembered...

And images seen beyond understanding...

Each step is change

Forward motion is action taken

It's the hope found in the darkness

A light whispering your name...

Sometimes we are right where we belong

This path currently taken

We are human...

Our mistakes make us real

Reaching out is not weakness

Its proof of being brave

To embrace the helping hand gives us hope

There is strength in knowledge

From lessons learned comes conviction gained...

Allowing peace to mend the broken pieces of the past

The space between now and nothing

Is all that has not been given meaning

Definition of truth...

Make boundaries set

These are the limits of respect

With fair warning given

To not trespass beyond this line

Don't mistake the bitter for the sweet

Illusions carry no weight...

Take care with yourself...

Regardless of the balance from day to day

Keep your feet free to move

This day will end, and the next shall begin

With remembrance we breath in and out

These are the moments we all live for

Through existence we achieve

A realization made of the most important thing...

You survived.



© 2021

Sunday, 19 December 2021

"Moments In Existence"

 


Memories are like pictures...

Of everything past...

Bringing the breath of remembrance...

Through the seasons time is counted

A daily journey where every day was not like yesterday

And every yesterday did not belong in tomorrow...

Like the dawn we rise with the chances of possibilities

Digging deep through the heaviness

And sheltering our hearts from the storm

Through those days that seemed to never end

To single seconds gone too fast...

Fragments of each are carried with us

Somewhere in the background of our minds

Reflections of what use-to-be find their way to the light

The fine line of balance is realized...

Forgiveness becomes survival...

The experiences that have taken root cannot be forgotten

Deep emotions within the soul of beings we reside

To understand the pain, is peace embraced

From a world filled to the brim with so many twist and turns

That the dust of time barely has a chance to settle...

We become the progress in betterment...

The proof is ingrained within the emotion of everything recalled

Because our state of being is not a forfeit

We are worth this effort in consideration

The right here and now, to the lost and broken...

We are living forever changed

With continuous motion forward in existence

We are the choice...

Not the sacrifice...


Peace to you this holiday season,


Merry Christmas!


© 2021


Saturday, 11 December 2021

"Contained Within"

 


Trapped...

Thoughts circle back...

From beginning to end...

The details in the middle are what we seek

To find some definition and explanation

Images of perfection attempt to merge with the living

A voice forgets it's strength and power

Influence by others blurs the lines between imagination and real

Time counts the minutes passed...

Memories decide the choice

Between those things we are told that we should regret

And the lessons learned that we cannot forget...

This is reality known

Experiences lead to growth

Balanced between the light and darkness

A choice is made

To turn the pain into power...

An allowance can be given without offering total submission...

Boundaries have nothing to do with cruelty

There is no judgment cast

And contain no punishment

This is for peace...

A teaching tool used

It's respect to yourself

Because the senses know...

Warnings and bad feelings are not just for others

We are included as well

When you start lying to yourself

The damage done does not out weigh the loss....

This becomes the moment

Here and now...

The one you must pay attention to

Remember, that we are capable of healing ourselves

In mind...

Body...

And soul.


© 2021

Sunday, 5 December 2021

"The Coming of Tomorrow"

 

Thoughts run...

Mind in chaos...

A fog within the darkness...

Points of reference become lost

Decisions try to find the reason

The senses weigh the impossible

There was a beginning...

Have we found ourselves in the middle?

Because each day comes with its own start and end...

All moments are intertwined with the next

This is daily life, the one we are creating...

Footsteps forward lead away from yesterday

The next adventure keeps us wondering

Like a match struck, light finds the way

Let go of the fear in the shadows that haunt you

There is hope worth fighting for

Peace is found in the effort as we learn

The being has what it takes...

Strength is within conviction...

Forgiveness to yourself releases the heavy embrace

Allowance in knowledge gives the chance for change

The heart cannot be sorry for things it did not know

Let the eyes search through the heavens

Stars are like dreams, their existence lives beyond us

But that does not make them any less real

Breath...

Change your life, by letting it begin

Because there is no final version of yourself

Release the bonds of guilt for not being further ahead

There is time yet...

You are where you are...

Growth never stops...

And change is always...

With the coming of every tomorrow.


© 2021

Sunday, 28 November 2021

"Feelings That Understand"

 

Memories...

Like pictures...

Of moments past...

Sweet is the smile recalled...

Carried with the seasons our heart keeps them

Breath by breath there is remembrance

Through the moments time reveals all

Existence brings these footsteps forward

And when darkness attempts to steal the light

Chaos and confusion is given a chance to grow

The cruel resurrection of the past breaks out

Seeking a place amongst the living...

Haunting the decisions already made...

We find ourselves lost at the beginning of what is suppose to be the end...

Moved beyond that which use to hold you

Words of an apology come for a part of life already lived...

Beliefs are hurt, and strength gained is never seen

Because the view and decision of another places you there, instead of here...

Apologies are even given after tears...

Even though there is no growth without some rain

For every seed needs some water to thrive

Achieving inner peace is something that should not be excused

The claim for independence is not selfish

A voice found is allowed to start over

Speaking of the strength learned

Stop apologizing for apologizing...

These have no worth in time to be rescinded

This is not all that we are made of...

We are more than a burden to ourselves and others

We should not have to bear the heaviness that which no longer serves us well

Allowance has been given with experience

The knowledge is learned that today is not yesterday...

And yesterday does not belong in tomorrow

We are the breaking of dawn...

The bright light finding its way through the shadows

Because the thought of understanding is a realization now known...

That our body is meant for more than being a burial ground for pain.


© 2021

Saturday, 20 November 2021

"Last Stand Taken"

 


Every tomorrow...

Becomes today...

And passes into yesterday...

Tested is the will of conviction

The truth within what is right shall be believed

It was not this very second that it broke...

Tiny pieces fell daily...

Until all was incomplete...

Vision in choice blur...

Emotions struggle...

Circles draw shapes of confusion

Instead of lines leading in a direction clear

There is no return once you yield

Footsteps linger...

Through each process is a realization

Words and actions are sorted

What is the worth of effort?

How much of an emotional debt do you wish to owe?

Moments lead through time...

To this choice before the mind

That there comes a point reached

When too much understanding given

Begins to overlook the disrespect received...

With the heaviest of hearts

The weight becomes too much to bare

A bittersweet release comes...

As tears sweep through the only thing known

That our state of being is not a forfeit...

And mental health is not worth the abandonment

Offering us this last stand taken

To surrender nothing always...


© 2021

Sunday, 14 November 2021

"Daily Whispers"

 


Choice...

Between now and yesterday...

Eyes focus...

The prospective has changed

Ordinary days live through us

Until we notice the extraordinary

The senses feed upon the constant motion

Peace of silence...

And the extremes of chaos

Memories keep promises made

From lessons learned we grow

Each day whispers

This is time...

Sunlight filters through

From broken darkness of night

Tears clear the storm clouds of the mind

Colours keep the view from fading

In remembrance we realize

That direction forward our path must be

Footsteps pledge distance

As emotions and feelings connect us to what we embrace

Hands hold onto hope

Faith keeps us here

Seasons through years are counted

For another tomorrow to be...

From birth to tragedy

And loss to victory

You can live and die...

All in a moment...

So our understanding is this...

You breathe in this whole world everyday

Starting with nothing upon the horizon

A simple break of light shinning bright

Calling for existence.


© 2021

Monday, 8 November 2021

"Silence Remains"



The eyes open...

As if for the first time...

Moments lead to realizations found...

Little by little everything seems to be replaced

Hurt feelings turn into the wound struck

Even though the heart of caring keeps hope

The will to change is dismissed daily

So the silence remains...

Sculpted words and manufactured emotions build bricks

Causing walls to now tower from boundaries drawn

Wordless murmurs of once cherished loves

Now bring an end to the deep embrace

Unheard warnings become the grieving tears

How do you fix something that you would rather forget?

Care must be taken...

For existence after this to be achieved

This is not for cruelty, its self-preservation

A breath taken...

Is consideration for living

The act of survival is a footstep taken beyond this

The soul of being will not surrender...

The light denies darkness the privilege to over come

As hands only continue to offer pain instead of effort

The circles run...

Now come to a dead end...

The path ahead divides...

Reality has reached passed the realm of understanding

The damage has been done...

So who has actually won?

Because in the end, all you did was lose me

And with all the things sacrificed...

I was not going to give you my life...


© 2021


Saturday, 30 October 2021

"Either Way"



This path...

A continued journey daily...

We are the motion forward...

Decisions and choices

Existence through seasons of living

We can create...

Or conquer and destroy...

Peace is usually found in the beauty of simplicity

And chaos within the darkness of confusion

Either way...

Don't base any of your decisions on the advice of others

Especially when they are not the ones who have to deal with the results

So where is the fault?

How much do you want to owe?

Is there a debt to be repaid?

How much weight will you carry with you?

Till it squeezes out every ounce of light from your life...

It's one of the hardest lessons learned

To be bigger than the moment before you...

Or behind you...

You can forgive someone or not

Either way...

Move passed it...

Do not grant it permission to hold you hostage

Understand that forgiveness is for past reconciliation

Not for future consideration

Hours and months can be counted

But never avoided...

Time won't heal that which you do not face...

An unhealed person can find offense in pretty much anything another being does

The difference is in the action

An understanding with the meaning

Each day you-and only you-get to decide

Positive or negative...

Which one will you be?


© 2021

Sunday, 24 October 2021

"Yourself Again"


Time...

What we have now...

This very moment...

With the next one approaching after this

Know the difference

Learn to rest, not quit...

This realization is known

The more you give...

Is the allowance set

A standard for others to see the limit

A boundary drawn from respect and consideration

Define the meaning...

So less energy is put into falling in love with your hand of giving

And not your heart of being

Understand that a lot of what weighs you down

Is not yours to carry...

Release the heaviness

Make the choice...

Forgive yourself for the past

Set yourself free...

Don't wait for things to get better

Life will always be complicated

Learn the lesson and live passed it

Do the best you can with what you have

Value progress over perfection

Inner peace will bring a happiness radiating from within

When you step beyond that which use to hold you still

The rhythm of existence continues

As the reflection in the mirror meets the beaming beautiful from within

You will see yourself again...

Stronger inside yourself

As you remember the promise made

Never to offer that same healing...

To that which broke you.



© 2021

Sunday, 17 October 2021

"Be The Now"



Free yourself...

Defy expectations...

Find the peace...

Beyond invention of image...

Your need for acceptance can sometimes make you invincible in this world

Don't let anything stand in your way of the bright light shinning through your being

Risk being seen in all of your glory

Each day has a new beginning

Reach out beyond the confining thought...

That I'll never be enough...”

Fear will always be somewhere beside you on the path of life

But there is a difference between knowing

And always searching for ghosts in the darkness

Sort through the information

Be the now...

Make the decision

Let go of the anger

Past lessons learned

Are not meant to be a life sentence

Which is more important

To be right?

Or to prove them wrong?

When one lie from them

Does not compare to the lies you carry yourself...

Be the difference in your world

Go through the process of elimination

By knowing who you are not

Will bring you to who you are...

Let go of the heaviness

Of others wrong assumptions made

Feet forward will always lead you to the future

Pay yourself the respect you are owed

Be the architect of your creation

Feed the soul...

Plant the seed of inspiration

Grow with the seasons

In this universe of existence.


© 2020

Sunday, 10 October 2021

"Stay Present"

 


Some moments linger...

Thoughts gather...

Feelings flow...

Lightening fast they grow...

A spark awakens those emotions that have gone numb

We have come to know the lessons learned

How doubt can plague us with the confusion of darkness

Shadows will only lose their embrace

When the choice is made...

To feel the sunshine upon our face

How many times do we get a second chance?

Truth always holds the answers to the questions we seek

Lies usually cannot hold their weight

Because anger comes swift at the sight of being challenged

All too often we relate to pain...

Because we remember sadness before happiness

Sometimes its our own perception that punishes us the most

But when all the damage is done...
Who has actually won?

We know our story...

Chapter by chapter...

So many details linking time together

We are this journey

Existence waits for no being

We are all different on a very large spectrum

Where ever we go, we are there

Today is this...

Because the problem with tomorrow

Is that its always tomorrow...

Allow this gift of self betterment

Hear the voice from within

The worth comes in the effort of life

As you stay present

And come to know yourself.


© 2021

Sunday, 3 October 2021

"The Purpose of Pain"

 


Choice...

An act in motion...

Is footsteps moving forward...

We are the decisions made

From the storms that wage against us

We take what comes

Rooted within humanity

We are the keeper of our history

And no other being can write your story

Blank pages await...

Existence within the senses

Treasure those big bright beautiful moments

The balance is weighed...

Some battles silently scream from our lips

And more times than enough...

It's not about who won...

When survival is the destination achieved

To keep on living from that which use to bind you

Because no matter how much it hurts then or even now...

It has changed your life...

A lesson in the purpose of pain

To realize we are the only ones who walk within our shoes

Boundaries do not cut out love...

They respect it...

Silence is not merely the absence of words

It's a response on its own

Our worth is something to be remembered

And should not be diminished by bitterness or the negativity of darkness

Letting go of things that no longer serve you well

Is the allowance given to ones self

By letting the need for happiness over rule any assumption made

Like all others before it, this day to will soon be over

And the night will come...

Passing all that has been into yesterday

Because tomorrow now comes with a new breath taken

At the breaking of a whole new light.



© 2021

Sunday, 26 September 2021

"When All That Was"

 


Moments lead...

To hours counted...

From days remembered...

And so many forgotten...

A circle in constant motion

Living amongst the world

Breathing...

Chaos known...

Peace is learned from lessons realized

We cannot stop the approaching storm

But we can prepare ourselves the best that we can

Keeping a weather eye upon the horizon

We anchor ourselves to what is known

Release the heaviness of these feelings

The weight of responsibility...

Of wrong assumptions made about the version of our being...

Of who we may or may not be

This is not our burden to carry...

Sometimes we never get the reasons why

But it becomes known...

We are more than this

The truth comes in the caring

In the effort of trying...

Because the last act in love should not be asking for mercy

Making this the hardest decision swallowed

That its okay to say goodbye

With grace in decency

We let history come to pass

Memories remain...

Those markers in the past

When all that was...

Was different...

Than the silence that has come to pass.


© 2021

Sunday, 19 September 2021

"Seasons of Living"



To each their own...

Some feeling the same...

Others hold onto the stubborn side of pride

It takes a moment...

Some hours recounted...

Lost and remembered...

The details that remain reach out

Confined thoughts become the promise made

To no longer be bad to ourselves...

With the sun upon the face and the wind at our back...

Take a step forward, instead of returning to the circle of confusion

A powerful storm rages within

Creating a steady rush of emotions flowing

The chance is in the taking

Tears cried will always fade

Opening the vision to a better view

We are the seasons of living

Existence in time...

Our history, written daily...

There is the possibilities within each decision

A want that becomes a need...

Action comes through movement

To be more than what has come before you

Instinct begs us to listen

With a weather eye upon the horizon

We realize there are options created

We are the source of betterment of our being...

Not for others, but for ourselves...

And not through bargaining or shame

Reason, emotion, or tough love...

There is only one thing that sparks the evolution

It's our own growth within

Marked only by a single second with a breath

From that end...

To this new beginning...


© 2021

Sunday, 12 September 2021

"What Remains"

 


Do you know?

The weight carried?

Upon the eggshells laid...

And just how many footsteps have faltered?

Has there been a moment of realization?

A time of wonder...

When words are thrown like arrows

With no care of being...

Or damage done...

Have you understood the reality?

Will you take responsibility?

What we do is put out into the world

And there are those who remember

The actions taken...

And the scars that remain...

Now becomes the memory that haunts the soul

All that we are touches the world

Daily existence through motion

Is interaction made through our own creation...

Those things taken without return

Becomes the darkness shading the light ahead

Have you prepared yourself for the reaction?

Have you committed yourself to this path?

Is there care within the remaining compassion?

Today are these hours counted

Another regret...

The possibility of a new promise...

How much can be broken?

It's the gamble taken...

When push comes to shove

How much can the lines be crossed

Blurred boundaries fail

Till existence fades

And tomorrow becomes...

Just another day.


© 2021

Sunday, 5 September 2021

"Action in Choice"

 


Moments begin...

Time moves...

Dawn breaks...

The horizon cracks open with a beam of silver light

Shadows cast are withdrawn with the last seconds of darkness

A breath taken...

Thoughts gather...

Yesterday is what it is

Today is your day...

A step forward...

There is conviction within remembrance

We don't disconnect with another to teach them a lesson

We do it because we have finally learned ours

We try our best...

To heal the damage from life's interaction's

The remedy is the peace brought to us

It's the calm after the storm

When tears have rained

Clearing the path for a better view

Let laughter echo

Be the decision made

An active presence in living

Embrace the hands reaching out

Be the offering in comfort

Anchor your presence here and now

Allow the acknowledgment to come through

We are a changed being

Everyday...

Pain is reality...

But so is existence...

It's the action in choice that makes the difference

Take the lead...

Creation is ours...

Make this lifetime something to be counted

To be remembered with deep worth and reflection

The fingerprints of memories in history

In a world of constant motion.


© 2021

Sunday, 29 August 2021

"Peace Over Chaos"

 


Moments gather...

Through reflection there is realization...

Amongst the lost, a decision is found...

Who's choice is it?

When the body has been beaten...

And emotions have carved scars deep...

Is it you?

Or is it them?

Is there acknowledgment for your state of being?

Will understanding be given, instead of reaction?

Maybe offer compassion before careless comparisons

Negativity before positivity only adds to the heaviness trying to be shed

Maybe...

Do not wonder the reason for their reaction

Maybe...

Attempt to comprehend why...

Lines become drawn for a reason

Trespass signs are hung before boundaries are ever crossed

Many of us know our pain...

We do not need it recited back to us

We all try...

Some more than others...

And some days better than the next...

It's okay to forget the confusion

Stop counting what may or may not be owed

There should be no rights given to thieves who steal your comfort

As they impose restrictions upon their unconditional love

Refuse to pay the debt...

To give the allowance by letting them live rent free within your mind

Because anger will always be the response

When your peace is chosen over their chaos

And distance is made between the connection

Over their mounting disrespect...

Yesterday is laid to rest

Tomorrow, another day

To give worth and effort in trying

Because today, belongs to you.



© 2021

Sunday, 22 August 2021

"The Day Wakes"



Moments gather here...

The sweet uplifting rush...

From the quiet whisper calling...

Coming through the darkness at dawn

The day wakes...

Eyes trace the rising sun

Thoughts drift with the directions of clouds

Each breath fills the lungs with fresh air

This is the chance...

A foot forward...

The decision to live...

Existence to the best of our ability

To move passed where we once were

Forgetting that which no longer serves us well

This is our world created

Plant seeds and tend to them as they grow

Hear the sound of laughter echo

Just be...

Each second knows the weight of time

Carry the goodness

Shine bright your inner light

And realize this is worth the fight

There is meaning to all this

Pain and tears keep us real

The hurt that follows each heartbeat

Reminds us...

Precious time moves us all

Everyday...

Always.


© 2021

Sunday, 15 August 2021

"Honesty is Revealed"

 


Here...

This moment waits...

Another footstep...

An answer calls...

Through painful realization

The truth comes to light

Through the shaded darkness

Honesty is revealed...

The bitter taste of acknowledge is now known

We have reached the full length of this path

Fault only ever seems to be found...

In every act of defense...

Pain should never be a competition

But when an act of war is disguised with love

The penalty for such betrayal comes swift

For the heart has every right to fortify its defenses

Against such a cowardly attack

Eyes open...

This is the scene...

Amongst the emotional storm

The end result of pride over riding compassion

Vindication supersedes validation

The power to be right and justified

As endless judgment comes to pass

How far has dignity fallen?

One being unwilling to stay..

And another unwilling to leave it be...

The soul deserves better than this

But time is history...

The past is experience...

And tomorrow should be the new hope

So with conviction laid

Strength is found within the peace

That only comes when we must say goodbye...

Because these moments have trespassed against our being

Forcing a heart to choose

Now becomes the gamble

How much are you prepared to lose?


© 2021

Sunday, 8 August 2021

"Focus Forward"

 


How do we know?

Is it the feeling or the flow of emotion?

The bitter sting or heaviness of pain?

Or is it the foul actions trespassing against our humanity?

It comes to the point of breaking

When sadness forces the hand of choice and decision

Because so many shadows are used as condemnation

When words have led us astray

There is that moment seen

We come to realize the weight carried and the flow of motion

The true worth in peace coming from within

A safe harbor from the raging anger cast against us

We are not the negativity or darkness

Faith in the better bares the light

Distance placed between the source and the soul

Is the marker in the road

Feet forward turn the direction made

The past is not a place where you live anymore

Boundaries are not created to offend

They are to honour the being

And the work achieved in existence

Focus is forward...

Healing is allowance...

As you remember that the wound once struck, is not there as punishment

But proof of what you can overcome

Forgiveness may and can be granted

But the lesson learned is key

To unlocking the chains holding you back

Truth is acknowledgment known

That this is where you come to stand now

Moved beyond what use to be

When being close could not divide the feeling...

The difference is now understood

That hurt is enough to remember

Forgiveness should never become foolishness

And love and caring...

Should never be used as weapons...


© 2021

Sunday, 1 August 2021

"This Day Calls"

 


Pause...

Be still...

Hold this moment

Take a breath...

Let the realization come

The senses speak...

Memories whisper of times past

Through the sunshine we see

The truth shinning bright

Beyond the darkness of shadows

Footsteps walk forward

The wind of change is constant

Surrender the heaviness

Embrace the peace

Allow salvation to be with you

You are able...

The conviction is there

Its the belief in ones self

With all the feeling and emotion carried with us

We are the definition given

Our best done is worthy

The attempt is always in the trying

To be grateful for the opportunity

There is happiness and hope

Be brave...

Reach out beyond the reflections of others

It's excepting the dare to move

From this place that once held you still

History has planted the roots

Its passion with life and existence

We are this image given

A being of the world...

The new horizon of this day calls your name

To become the rise...

After a fall.


© 2021

Saturday, 24 July 2021

"Only Now"

 

We are time...

Here and now....

It's never too late...

Yesterday is the past

And tomorrow awaits

As they say, “nothing is promised...”

Days can be counted

Lost and added...

One can be better than the next

While so many blur into the months that make years

Is it the thought?

Or the choice?

For some...

There is only now

This moment...

A being of worth and purpose

We are this...

The bearer of light given

What we do matters

What we feel is real

What do you wish to treasure more?

Or to be remembered for?

Certain things last...

Others fade into what was not meant to be

Because change is always...

And we make the difference

So breathe...

Become who you are

Experiences lead our feet

A journey upon this path taken

Existence is life with conviction

Because we are what gives it meaning.


© 2021

Saturday, 17 July 2021

"Give and Take"

 

A new day...

With it...

Carries the memories...

More of the same

Changed in a way

Each step taken is a moment in learning

We are able...

Time is with us

Embracing the senses

Choices made in the making

What do we carry with us?

Self-preservation is surviving

At what point do you turn away?

When the current path continues to lead you astray

Sharp curves and dead ends...

Heavy hands filled with burden

Make the soul weep...

It's okay to say that you are not okay...

How much does one sacrifice upon the alter of love?

When is enough become too much?

The hard part comes in the knowing

A truth staring you down

You cannot heal a person who keeps using their pain as an excuse...

To repeatedly hurt you...

They burn the bridge in connection

Then ask why your hand no longer reaches out

We have the right...

To forget those who have forgotten us...

It's the attempt to manage the give and take

Because when lies dance with temptation

We realize just how much the truth gets shaded by darkness

Stealing the light of defense

Against that which has become bigger than us

Moving us beyond all care in humanity...

We come to know this...

It's about who makes the effort to stay with us...

Not who simply promised.


© 2021

Saturday, 10 July 2021

"Someone To Stay"

 


Footsteps lead...

Each on a journey started...

There may be no direction

Except for the light ahead...

The hope of the day holds its place

The conviction is a welcomed sight

Not all roads are the straight and narrow

The next hill and bump always awaits

The flow of life carries us...

Memories through seasons are kept treasured

We climb the obstacle...

And fight the good fight

We praise those proud moments of success

And weep for those things lost...

Regrets are unresolved deep seeded emotions

We are not the sum of negative thoughts from others

Its the give and take...

Belief in the better

And the surrender...

To let go of that which is bigger than you

Be the strength in choice

And the realization made...

That some people and some things...

Can stay in your heart, just not in your life...

We are the motion forward

Conquer the past

The heart lives for existence

It's in the awakening of every day

Navigation is in the learning

Give yourself permission to thrive

Be that someone to stay

Protecting the being within...

You control you

Stay in the here and now

And breathe...


© 2021

Sunday, 4 July 2021

"Acceptance of Ourselves"

 


It calls to us...

To be present in every moment of our life

It's easy to forget...

That once the heart gets too heavy with pain

Tears become silent

The flood buries us within....

Even in darkness there is existence

The far reaching numb comes close

To that which is held most sacred

There are attempts to lie to ourselves

An easy cover up...

A repetition unfortunately repeated

Attention is not love given...

Blind attachment is not connection...

Bare minimum is not effort...

And one sided interpretation is not fact...

It's an act of war...

The story comes in the telling

Each day present

Not buried with the past

Reflections force us to look within

Layers and experiences build us

And those emotions embraced can strip us bare...

The very best only comes when we have seen the very worst

As we become the difference

Alert and focused at every turn

Even in mistakes and wounds

There is truth in love...

And honesty in weakness...

The savior comes from within

Its acceptance of ourselves

With these lessons learned

In the process of changing.



© 2021

Saturday, 26 June 2021

"Hope Found Here"

 


In a moment...

Our hour is found...

Amongst the things we have carried with us

Tears shed have rained...

A seed grows...

A stem from identity reaches out

Through realization

We uncover the shadows

Allowing light in

Embracing the existence contained

The heart beat of life blooms

This is our anchor...

A safe harbor after the calm of a storm

Survival is worn like a badge of honour

New beginnings often start before we even realize

Trust in the truth...

Hope is found here...

Lead with conviction...

The guidance is at the tip of your feet

Motion forward leads the path

We must open our eyes to watch the sunrise

Freedom is in the proof of tomorrow

With remembrance we give thanks

From where we have been

To where we are now

Possibilities endless...

We are this movement...

Our very own light shinning bright.



© 2021

Sunday, 20 June 2021

"Calling Your Name"

 

Breathe...

Move....

Look up...

All that has been lost...

Sometimes does not need to be found

Hold emotions proud

Feel the instinct

Allow the moments to fill up

Release the broken pieces...

Anger is too loud to always contain it

We are what we embrace

What is wrong...

Right...

Or easy...

It's a simple truth

We will never have this day again

From where you are...

To where you could be...

How much time will we let imprison us?

When darkness is only ever meant to shade the light

Our well being deserves the determination

Dare yourself to make the move

With peace of mind there is so much to gain

Because how much resistance can be denied?

These are the days we wish we could skip

But these are life lessons in learning...

Is there redemption in tomorrow?

Forgiveness is not unlimited...

Stop being a stranger to yourself

Here stands the choice...

Calling your name...

There is no need to hear excuses

When actions have already spoken the truth

Sometimes...

It takes letting go...

To realize...

We were hanging onto nothing.


© 2021

Monday, 14 June 2021

"Every Day Realization"

 

Every day...

We are here...

A being one with the world

Some pretending...

Others making their path through

How quick do we seem to make choices

While others keep us chained

Bound to what was or what will never be...

The deepest hurt can come from those who lack the care

Or worry for our well being

A broken heart can change the best into something forbidden

The worst part of manipulation...

Is the blame received for your reaction after their disrespect

Words strike...

It's the taste of bitterness swallowed

The truth is never as painful as discovering a lie...

Making this a pivotal realization

Life is everything

All at once...

Built of so many moments

We are this existence

Every day...

There is no need for an apology given

Emotions are meant to be felt

It's another lesson learned

Its give and take, by holding on...

While letting some go...

Embrace those that matter

We are all strong enough to release this burden

Have the will...

And the growing conviction

There is strength to be found by being more than this

We deserve better than someone who gives up on us

It's with remembrance we live...

Healing happens when we allow ourselves to be human

Not perfect...

But real.


© 2021

Sunday, 6 June 2021

"This Is Now"

 

Today is a new day...

The past is in the previous pages...

It's where it belongs...

And has no part of the next chapter

Some days...

In some cases...

We must be selective with our time

Not everything that calls our name

Needs to be answered...

We are this motion forward

Knowledge gained by experiences existed

It's living proof...

Let it hurt until it hurts no more

While always remembering that it does take time to heal

By separating yourself from that which caused it...

Some of the strongest people are those who win battles...

That we know noting about

We carry ourselves through

With passion and grace

Anger and the bittersweet

Persistence brings conviction

From the lost we find someone new within

Like waking from a dream

This is reality...

It's your daily reminder

A horizon breaking with light

Pushing back the darkness

Breathe...

This is now...

The next moment awaits...

As you come to realize...

This long sought embrace

Is knowing that you will be alright.


© 2021