Monday, 30 September 2019

"This Season Ended"



It was the chance taken
A moment in time where a decision was made
A hope and wish
To fulfill a need
Reaching out for a connection made...
Planted a seed to see what would grow
With care and nurture
It sprouted...
The labor of effort was fruitful
And frustrating...
Because it's the unknown
Like aiming in the dark at a target unseen
Hope was held onto
Will the mark be made?
Is luck on your side?
Seeming to break all the rules of expectation
We found ourselves then...
Now, what was is lost...
It was the best, until it could not be kept
From happiness to the bitterness of leaving
Hurt shows through the smile worn
Why does it always have to be to little, to late?
Sad now are the emotions that lay silent
Fallen short and withered upon the vine
For time seemed to be against us from the beginning
And now there is no happy ending...
Lost amongst the weeds of abandonment
Over grown thoughts of what love should and should not be
When your garden is tended by the hands of others
Even the most beautiful flowers can be sacrificed
For the view of the beholder changes
Time tells us this season has ended
Our feet lead us to the horizon of tomorrow
To another moment...
And a chance for anew.



© 2019

Monday, 23 September 2019

"When The Light Leaves"




At first it's undetectable...
A faint dim of the eyes
A laugh shared is now slightly off...
For a moment or two it holds still...
Then it comes real
The truth holds onto expectation
It leaks out slowly from a facade well played
Thoughts lead to words said
Hope lingers until time stops...
And silence is betrayal...
When someone you have come to know is now a stranger
Pride keeps the heart from begging
The soul knows that it's worth more than waiting...
To be enough or to be more...
For that, “now is just not the right time...”
There are some points that are markers of respect
Where our being will not yield
Compromise is a great and wonderful thing...
It should just not have to be applied to every action, plan, and emotion...
We have to be better
Love is not this many tears shed
Hope is not spelled by disappointment
Bittersweet is all that use-to-be when briefly emotions flew...
Soaring to new points of living
Till the darkness of disappointment entered
Finding us here on this part of the path of life and love
Lost within the broken we must remember
That when the light leaves us...
We have to do our best on our own
Peace begins within
We are our first true love
That flame will never go out
So, when we find ourselves in these moments
And it feels like its all we got left...
Then shine bright your inner light
Beam existence...
All on our own.


© 2019

Monday, 16 September 2019

"It's Not Enough..."




There is a whisper...
A voice growing inside my head
I close my eyes and I start to see
Moments gather
Each with a pointed arrow stabbing
Senses draw
Fear of the conclusion is calling
Belief in denial is strong...
How many times does the heart have to be proven wrong?
Tears fall with hope
A heart under water
Smiles come undone
The mind begins to know what the heart is beginning to embrace
Today is the choice made
I will not hold you while I wait
To be a priority in a list of options
I can feel your lies in your body language
It speaks before your words are made
I surrender to what will never be
Because there are times in life...
When we have to be more
To be brave
Call out what is...
And what is not...
Because at this point in time
The light has dimmed
And the once was is fading
We are both worth more than this
And just maybe...
Your not truly all the wrong person...
Your just not the right fit more me
Making you a use-to-be
In the story that is life.



© 2019

Monday, 9 September 2019

"Spaces Between Shadows"


In the moments
Added and subtracted...
Divided and then multiplied...
Realize this...
We are not the same being as we were yesterday
We have the greatest capacity to learn
Some lessons harder than others...
Many get forgotten
While a select few are etched within the fabric of our being
Everybody can use words for speaking
Its the intent...
The weight...
The feeling put within...
As well as behind them
The memory of each can be strange and bittersweet
Some cascade through the months
Carrying over with us, while others get locked away
Banned from existence...
How easily do we seem to forget the best dreams we have ever had
But we remember so many other things with such vibrant clarity
Forgiveness is the first allowance we should give ourselves
Happiness should not be filled with hesitation
Wonderment and excitement is best embraced and shared...
Reality is lived, not avoided
Surviving is rising up off your knee's after stumbling
Possibilities lay within creativity
Because when the light leaves
Be that shinning beacon within the darkness
Know that it's okay not to be okay
We are human...
Life reminds us of this every day
Let go of the heaviness
All that which does not serve you well
Breathe in peace
Cry...
Let the water go...
And save yourself from drowning...
Fill the void of spaces between shadows.


© 2019

Monday, 2 September 2019

"We Got The Power"



Sadly...
The ones we love...
And care for the most...
Carry the greatest power to destroy us
Its not so much the words of strangers
But the silence of friends we remember
And the absence of compassion after things need to be explained
Is a heavy weight to bare
What is enough?
Can a person be too good at goodbyes?
Ask the question
Dare to be bold
Seek and see the truth
Live it...
Its all reflective
Subjective
Nouns and verbs
Syllables and definitions
Light and darkness
A fleck of stardust in a galaxy of wonder
Its the divine balance
Whether you believe or not
Because some dots in life never connect together
Not until more moments or years of life go by
But my soul still honours your soul
In this place where existence resides
Because we as people
Are perfectly imperfect
Different pages of the same story called life.



© 2019