The mind wonders...
Over the months counted...
For so many days now the same thing...
What image is exactly seen?
Too many times moments have caught the breath
Was it only yesterday?
Or was it many years before that?
When the trust embraced began to change...
Because without counting the numbers pegged against the heart
The suddenness began to whisper first...
But the ears of love were not ready to listen yet...
Memories recalled a different time and place
Compared to what is faced now
The change between care and compassion speaks for itself
Kindness within begged to bury the disguised cruelty hidden underneath
Even though it continued repeating the same pieces of broken
It began linking the excuses for causing the hurt inflicted...
Because the superiority within pride dictates one above the other
That the emotions of pain for one being are felt completely differently than another without any similarity or comparison...
Feeding this anger for a betrayal never given drives these blinding emotions
Demanding the light of another to pulled into the darkness being inflicted
There was once an attempt to try and correct the distorted thoughts imagined
When a hope of comprehension still existed
A chance to understand the misunderstanding...
But like so many other things, no effort came...
Which brings reality now to this crossroads of action...
Where the necessity of change has emerged from movements and words
Because the heart is failing to endure this infliction...
Unable to bear the heavy weight of such persistent grief caused...
That out of survival it releases that which pains it the most...
Surrendering to the peace found within the relief...
With the hope that this lesson learned, only ever has to be done once.
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