"Not My Life..."

Sometimes things reach an end before they begin

I guess its all part of life

You cannot force feelings that do not blossom

The act of friendship can only care so much

There are limits to some actions and emotions

Its up to us to decide how much we are willing to give

And I have given enough...

You cannot give away something you no longer have...

Some things come to pass

While others may never be

One thing is for certain

I'd rather be any other colour than black and blue from being beat up by your lack of actions not taken

Tired is my hope that we will move from beyond this place where we stand

We have reached the peak of our time together

All that is left needs to be put to rest

Peacefully...

And respectfully...

Yet, all that remains is baited conversations

Designed to pull me back in

And I fail horribly at understanding the actions-or lack there of- that have come to pass

I guess some people will only “love you” as much as they can use you

Then when the loyalty ends

And you refuse to play that role in their life...

So ends everything else...

Making my decision complete

And free...

If you are toxic to my life...

I will exercise my every right and remove you from it

Because your “reality” is not my life to live

And as hard as it is for you to hear

The truth I speak is not said in hate

Or to kill your heart

Its meant to welcome in our parting ways

As we step out onto the path of life

Separate from one another...

Free to walk away from all that has come to be.

© 2015