"Last Moment Given"

My thoughts stretch out to the infinite

Possibilities unknown...

For no one has given me a line to follow

Or speak of some rule that now has been broken

My heart replays the last words spoken

My ears cling to every syllable

Wondering through the uncertainty

Embracing what came to be, now a use-to-be...

A shinning new...

Now barely known

Nothing understood

Ripped away by the changing of time

Or mind...

Choices and actions

None of which are my own

I even lack the respect given to be informed

I am at a loss...

No fork in the road

Misty fog of paltry pieces remain

Barely even considered crumbs

My hands reach out

Coming up empty

The worth of something so tender is now known

And clearly weighted

Some rational thoughts flee

The mind folds back upon itself

To the last moment given

Trying to feel the last interaction with my senses

Seeking the last shred of warmth in this cold abandonment

The smile once bright, now fades

Tears erode away the freshly built

Calling to ruin what my heart had come to know

Relief is not found...

For it still exists within a time not seen

Or yet to come...

Bringing forth yet another thing I must wait for...

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