"Beyond Resolve"

The trail of friendship grows cold in the shadows of all things that have come to pass

You are no longer the person I once knew

Guard to my secrets and a protector to my well being

Life has anchored you down into a rut of your own making

Causing you to make choices out of want, rather than need

No longer can I stand idly by holding your hand

Keeping our friendship true

Because for you, somewhere along the line

The importance of me ceased to matter to you a little less each passing day

And after waiting for far to long...

It is my every right to deserve better than this

Instead of the anger that I now hold

I've whispered, screamed, and yelled my discomfort

But your headless ears have not listened to me yet...

A film of sadness holds my heart

My explanations have been given

But no rhyme or reason as to why has fallen from your lips

Distractions hold your wandering eyes

And I fear that I am no longer a big enough person to carry the burden chained to me

Choices have been made

And it takes two...

But being left abandon I will have to come up with my own resolve

I've said it once, and I will say it again

I no longer know the person I once knew

And the stranger before me is asking to much

With bonds broken

Treasured friendship is lost

Everything stolen...

Choices and actions have there own consequences

I am proof of this...

And still with no apology of validation made

I don't forgive the acts taken against me

Because you cannot convince me anymore that you truly care

That is why sympathy is always given

It can never be asked for.

© 2011