Sitting alone with my thoughts I reflect upon all the moments
No words are spoken
Not even to myself...
The prison built around me has now crumbled
The cell door has no more lock
My feet can feel the grit upon the path before me
I've taken the first step forward
As some say, the most difficult
I bound forth into my life already in progress
No more tears will be shed into the moonless nights
The waiting has ended
I now choose for me
From the eternal night
I welcome the light
Every never-ending question now becomes slowly answered
The warmth of the sun takes over
And fills up what seemed to be empty for so long
A precious tear escapes the corner of my eye
As the feeling of freedom and comfort begin to set in
For the first time in my life I find myself in complete peace
I close my eyes and concentrate upon the happiness building within
Waves of relief wash over me like a silent summer breeze
What seems like only moments has actually been hours
Steadily, I rebuild the image of me
And who I want to be
Second guessing no longer has a place within me
Though not anywhere near complete...
Ruin has been the road of transformation for me
And no longer will I ever let my thoughts undo me
Because somewhere deep down inside of me I some how knew that I would finally find me
I just simply got a little lost for a while...
And love it or hate it...
I am simply and solemnly...
Me.
© 2011
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