Monday, 25 May 2020

"Still In Love With You"




When we look into the mirror...
We see a reflection of a living being...
One that floods our mind with thoughts and moments...
Where time slips away like its stolen
And memories float though the corridors of the brain like leaves upon water
Somehow we have come to believe that we should fight darkness with darkness
All the while we scream at the image before us...
I am in pain, and you put me here...”
Paralyzed by fear that we have not taken a stand...
Abandonment is given to unfought battles
While deep within ourselves great debates are waged over what is right and what is easy...
Secrets kept have left scares unhealed
Pushed to the point of drowning within broken
We call this living through the pain...
Instead of growing, learning, and making peace with all that holds us still
We place ourselves last...
It's forgotten but must be remembered
You are someone that everyone else is not
You are the only you...
Find the upside of down...
Sit and listen to yourself
Take the time needed and check in with what you are feeling in the present
Embrace what you need from life, and throw away the rest...
All of our strength begins at our weakest point
Eyes forward, stop looking back to see greater
You are a warrior and a being of worth
Gracefully broken, but beautifully standing strong
Life is transformation...
Be proud and brave...
Dare to be more than what has been suffered
We are human and we are trying
Give yourself that allowance...
By remembering to say to that image staring back...
I am still in love with you...”
Because loving yourself first...
Is never the wrong thing to do.





© 2020

Monday, 18 May 2020

"As I Be"




Who Am I?
Who is the bearer of these words and thoughts?
Of this language spoken and understood?
Barefoot through the memories I walk
Time passes like water flowing
Who tracks these paths we walk?
Pen to paper chapters are written
Destiny is a grand design not drawn for our eyes to see
For the only days that cannot be changed are yesterday and tomorrow
Am I meant to be great?
Am I meant to be bad?
No matter who we be...
We are the darkness in someones history...
The one who stole all of their sunshine...
And is viewed as the wrong that cannot be right...
I bear my burdens
I carry truth and courage
One foot forward from here and now is surviving
Do we all forget so easily?
That we feed lies to our hearts and souls when they are hungry
An emptiness so easily filled with anger and hate...
But like peace, kindness begins within...
I've sown together my great tapestry in time
I am the maker and dictionary that defines me
A moment is everything...
A reflection upon an emotion...
Or belief and reason...
That leads us through a season in our life
It's a continuation of what was...
What is...
And what will always be...
We live by knowing our mistakes
Always learning and growing
Striving for greatness, despite everything
Existing in all the moments and everything in between
You are you and this is me...
I am who I am...
And that is who I am
Exactly as I be.



© 2020

Monday, 11 May 2020

"Space Between Time"





Sometimes the truth holds us back...
While lies carry us forward...
Fragments of absolutes
Parts of a story untold
Hidden within the experiences of life
A touch lingers...
On the mind filled with memories
Where imagination meets subconsciousness
We are living...
Existing...
In the spaces between time
Moments find their place
Some as gentle as a breath
Others meet you with pain
Brought to waking life
Guided by the world around us
Patience...
Gentle hands reach with warmth
In a sometimes cold world
A goal to achieve
Praise for any success
Unconditional support
Can inspire the most beautiful hope
Because like all things...
Life...
Beauty...
Love...
Perfection...
The good and bad...
Is all vision...
And perspective.


© 2020

Monday, 4 May 2020

"You Are Not Your Own"




The mind and the heart...
Fight for the right of feeling and emotion...
They beg the hands not to let go so easily
Not until every avenue is explored
And resources depleted...
Then maybe...
We will release that thing that weighs upon us
Draining our strength
Staining our moments within our daily lives
The realization hits...
Second chances have that name for a reason
And are not privilege or a guaranteed right
Stop holding onto people that keep letting go of you
No one wants to feel as forgettable as their silence makes you feel
If it be their will and wish
To walk away...
That is their right
But please....
Give colour and light
Truth told in bold lines drawn in black
Don't give shades of gray filled with darkness and lies
We have boundaries and “do not cross” lines for a reason
We should not compromise ourselves otherwise
By crossing them when we are not ready to do so
Because tired...
Angry...
Sad...
Among many others things...
 Are those who are left waiting for what was promised to them...



© 2020