Saturday, 21 June 2014

"Fall and Rise"


Sometimes...
As hard as I may be
You can't always be the bigger person and rise above
Sometimes, you simply have to surrender to the silence
And let chaos pass you by
Because the pressure deep inside of a being can only build so long
Silence is a barricade in front of help...
Pain needs to be released...
No sacrifice is so great that you have to leave yourself behind
Center yourself
Breath...
Be still in this moment
Exist in every vibrant second
As you you live through your senses.


© 2014

Sunday, 15 June 2014

"Danger Close"




How do you define something that really doesn't have a name?
And when such passion is directed at the negative?
Who is the one who loses?
I guess there are some things in life that you simply cannot explain
Only one thing is for certain
I refuse to play the part you set up for me
For I am not the one to blame for your poor choices made
Your actions where taken by your hand
And your hand alone
You sought council in me
Discussions were made
The power was within you
To turn it around...
And now...
That your plan has failed you
Bitterness fills your words
A pain calls you to darkness
Sadness pulls
Causing you to turn away from friendship
The blame is pointed
A heaviness hits hard
Desperation and loneliness floods in
You attempt to bring those who care for you the most to their knee's
To suffer along side you
As you resign yourself to this drastic motion
Abandonment will come to those who refuse to carry you...


© 2014

Tuesday, 3 June 2014

"All In A breath"



Suddenly...
That moment...
The realization hits
A single tear falls
Betraying my will to hold it in
Emotions do their best to flood my senses
The sharp edge of a gasp
Like shattered glass
Steals my breath
A steady silence comes calling
A still embrace
Light fades...
Lost within the darkness that has moved over me
It wears like a heavy blanket
The truth chases away any lingering happiness
No sense in asking questions
When all that follows are lies
This, simply put...
Is an ugly part of life
Breaking something that once was solid
Pulling the thread that has come loose
Watching a beautiful tapestry woven shred
Eaten away by the acid of words not spoken
All vanishes before the waking eye
As communication breaks
So do the heart strings supporting itself
Piece by piece chaos digs its claws in
Holding hostage the life I had come to know
With such heartache
It seems like life now solely exists upon the head of a pin
I have to remind myself to breath easy
To pull in the calming air
So I don't lose myself with in my thoughts
And be consumed by the deeper parts of such twisted darkness
I force myself to pause
Hold tight to my being
And exhale slowly...


© 2014